Reality of Life November 13, 2023 Hello! So, I know you guys are probably wondering... "Why am I here?! This lady NEVER updates her site!!" You'd be right and I'm sorry for that. I have all these ideas and then life takes a turn for the worse , although momentarily, and I lose all motivation. Time goes by and I think about making a come back but don't even remember where I left off. So... the motivation drops and I'm back to ignoring my own site. So what is different this time? Nothing, except that I want to start holding myself accountable! How am I ever going to feel like I'm achieving things if I never put in effort to achieve things? Right? It is a little more difficult with having depression, but for the most part I have found a way to work with it and try to stay ahead of it. Sometimes, it does win... but mostly, I win. It is a battle I will forever be fighting but I can't ever let it fully win! Well.... that was deep but...